Remembrance


 Ten years ago today, I was expecting my first child.  I was five months pregnant and full of joy and hope for a future brimming with possibilities.  I still hope for a great future for us all, especially for our children.



Summer's End










 When you become a parent, the seasons are no longer dictated by the leaves turning color or the first blooms of spring but the ringing of school bells.  Summer ends much too early for us this year with the girls starting school in late August instead of early September.   It was altogether too short a summer for us.  We  embraced the lazy ethics of summer with abandon this year, breaking through our dreamy indolence for a  fabulous vacation in Seattle and Whidbey Island.

 Seattle has always been a dream spot for me and Paul.  We flirted constantly with the idea of moving there, even a portion of our honeymoon was spent in Seattle. Our very first trip was to celebrate my sister's graduation from business school.  She was MBA student of the year ( so proud of her!) and now we are coming back to stay at her new home by Lake Washington.  We all fell in love with her century old house. Like my sister, it was immaculate and exquisitely tasteful.  Not a crumb in sight and lovely things from her travels around the world.  The backyard was our favorite place, it was a serene landscape that invites contemplation and peace.  I wish that I could export it home.  So lovely.



We spent five days in a beautiful cottage on Whidbey Island exploring the beaches and tide pools.  Our cottage, called Hidden Meadows, was on a pristine fifteen acres with a pond and hiking trails through the forest.  Paul did Tai Chi every morning in the grassy meadows as the girls and I watched for the family of deer meandering past our window.  We topped off our trip by attending the Island County Fair where my shy scientist husband was corralled by a rope slinging cowgirl to perform on stage.  The fair was a sweet homage to small town simplicity and old fashioned hospitality.  We watched a 4H presentation of chicken judging from the town vet and learned the difference between a llama and an alpaca.  Llamas are larger and bred as pack animals  and alpacas are smaller and  have softer fur bred for their luxury fibers.







                                                              Salmon berries, so delicious!

                                                                   Holly in the meadow



                                                                        To the beach......


                     
                                                                  Driftwood cabin for three

                                                                 Flowers for Mommy



  Going from the island back to Seattle did require a new frame of mind.  We went from lazy days to days on the go.  There was so much that we wanted to show the girls, from canoeing on Lake Washington to the Seattle Aquarium and the Olympic Sculpture Park. And of course we ate!  Paul & I were treated by my sister to a night of babysitting so that we can go out to dinner.  We chose the Book Bindery because it was my sister's favorite and also because the chef was from Thomas Keller's Per Se in New York.  Seriously?!! So good, so, so good! It was a beautiful restaurant with simply delicious food.  Now one of our favorites too.   We also lined up early to eat at Salumi, a famous salumi shop owned by Mario Batali's father.  It was there that Holly caught Grandma's eye as she was making fresh gnocchi.  We were invited back into her kitchen to make gnocchi which we later ate with a simple tomato ragu.  To die for!  The eating continued with our visit to Theo Chocolates where we ate our fill of all the chocolate samples that they make.  Chai Tea was my favorite as are the Fennel and Bread Crumbs.  Capping off all the eating and sight seeing was the discovery of a special art gallery in Pioneer Square.  Davidson Galleries was where we chanced upon a landscape exhibition featuring woodcut prints.  We dug deep into our pockets and bought two exquisite woodcut prints that resonates with the beauty of the Pacific Northwest.  Now we will have a beautiful reminder of our special place.

                                                                Grandma Batali's Gnocchi


                                                                 Olympic Sculpture Park

                                                                Low tide at Alki Beach

                                                            A lone heron at Ballard Locks



                                                           Wildflower on Lake Washington




I love the feel of Seattle and the Pacific Northwest.  The crisp fresh air and the verdant splendor of its landscape. The flowers have a more vibrant hue in its northern exposure and the trees more lush and dense in its forest.  It speaks to me in a primal, joyous exuberance that's difficult to comprehend.  I think that we all have a deep resonance for certain places and the Pacific Northwest seems to have a magnetic pull on me.  Our indulgent two week vacation was probably a week too short for us all.  Sophie told us in her jaded almost ten years old voice that she was "so over California".  Perhaps my daughter also feels the pull of this beautiful place.


 

Time flies......



                                                      My rock sculpture on Whidbey Island, WA

I can't believe that it's been almost 5 months since I  posted anything on this blog.  It has been an amazing and crazy 5 months.  We moved into our new house at the end of April, two days before Easter and it felt like home instantly.  Yes, I did drive by the old house  many times, watching the front yard transform into full springtime splendor and the plum tree stagger with the weight of an abundant harvest. All the while wishing I could cut a vase full of the roses in bloom and eat those juicy plums off the tree. In the midst of moving I took on a three month business consulting project that grew to six months, a jog-a-thon for our elementary school and my friend Thais' birthday party at our new house.  By the time school ended for the girls and July's fireworks lit up the night sky over Altadena, I was ready for a long, languorous nap.

But I am back after an invigorating two weeks in Seattle and the island of Whidbey, Washington.  It was a fabulous and inspirational trip. I can't wait to share pictures and memories with you.  Now back to life in the fast lane.  Buckle up!





Saying goodbye to our little house


Our lives are constantly filled with hellos and goodbyes. I don't mean the polite daily greetings among our friends and acquaintances but the comings and goings of people in our life. Our little house has seen a constant shift of friends moving through and leaving for far away places. The friends who came to our house graced us with their friendship and left for parts of the world far from our borders. Their presence is still felt here. This house is filled with memories of little Linde Taghon playing the piano with her best friend Sophie. Now she's in Belgium and has forgotten all of her English and the hours she spent in our backyard painting the patio and her face green and yellow. We had a going away dinner for our friends Kim and Tom when they left Caltech to go back to Belgium. The ten of us dining alfresco on the patio until late in the summer night ; sharing stories and laughing until we cried. Then there are memories of Melissa and Joe and their two little boys, who we saw almost daily. Our four kids dashing madly about the backyard, playing knights and dragons with their cardboard swords and shields. Oliver and Sophie in their flying capes and absolute devotion to one another. Little toddlers Simon and Holly trying to catch up with their older siblings.  The countless hours I spent with Melissa sharing life stories and laughter leave me a wiser, happier person.  I miss her brilliance, wisdom and friendship. The house seemed still and silent for many months when they left for Maine.

We had many happy memories in this little house of ours. Seven years of living and the one constant is the joy and happiness that we had in this house.   I have been saying goodbye to our neighbors and mostly the garden itself. My house and garden was a labor of love. It has been emotional going through the garden, seeing all the beautiful plantings that took years to reach maturity. The yard was a barren mess of dead grass and dog droppings when we moved in and now it's an oasis of beauty and tranquility. We have been napping on our patio and reminiscing about our lives here. The girls have lived here most of their lives, creating special nooks in our garden. Creating fairy tales and dream lands from twigs and branches and rocks and shells from our travels. I'll miss this special time in their lives, free from care and full of invention and frolic.  Mostly, I'll miss my garden and the joy I gathered everyday from it.

As we prepare to leave this place, we take with us our most treasured possessions, the memories of the friends who have shared this place with us.